I like a routine in my life. I am good with a bit of structure. This could be why I like following the liturgical calendar because it brings balance and rhythm to me. I find when I cannot make it to church on a Sunday morning I feel unbalanced and I lose my rhythm of the week. Why I am internally built this way I do not know. But I am at peace when I have my balance and rhythm in sync with my Lord Jesus Christ. This morning I had this enlightenment when I missed going to church. I hated it and I felt like something was missing and I felt blue. So I am going to be more aware and work harder to sustain my daily, weekly, and yearly rhythms not only in my spiritual life but also in other areas of my life. It is an internal peace worth working for.
Looking at life as I walk with Jesus Christ and living as an Episcopalian with a biblical worldview.